Mind frazzling

So this week, I managed to have a brain exploding moment. As seems to be the recurring pattern here, I made a video about it! Here it is:

I'm not a person who gets stressed or depressed. I always think that my problems are somewhat insignificant to those of others and am able to just shrug it off and move on. I dunno what really happened here though. I think it's because my job was just "getting on top of me" momentarily. I'm told this can happen from time to time and the easiest way to avoid it, and I quote, "Don't let it get on top of you". Yeah, cheers for that!

But anyway, it's all okay now! I'm currently finishing off my induction which seems like it's lasted forever. I just can't wait to actually get into work! But see, even once I have started my actual placement (rather than the training), I will still have not only PDS (the external apprenticeship peoples) work, but also my Uni work to do! I have been told that I can relate a lot of what I will be doing in my day to day job to the PDS stuff which is sort of the point but it's still quite a, with lack of a better word, mind fuck.

I've been just trying to keep my mind off this sort of stuff by taking walks etc. and it has been helping quite a lot!

But Anyway! On to some slightly less work-orientated speechness. I've made very little progress with my Phoenix project. Did I tell you about that? I dunno if I did. Well it's basically just a poster I am working on for a YouTuber using his logo and filling it with comments from his videos. Sounds stalkerish? Thought so.

I have also decided to take up a language. I am trying my hand at French but still don't like the whole "this is feminine" "this is masculine" bullshit. It's a fecking apple. So I am starting to lean more to German or maybe Spanish/Italian. I've become very decisive as you may have noticed.

Apart from this, not really done a lot else this week. I made a new video today which I have appropriately named: "The Walking Vlog".

But yeah, until next time!